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Saturday, July 27th, 2002
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12:41 pm - how bout a revolution?
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well, I figure that this journal is more honest than my other one so I should probably devote more time (if any) to this, rather than the other one.
I'm going to an "office picnic" for my dads office this afternoon. I tried to argue my way out of it, but I figure I'll just go and use it against him later when I really want something. That's terriable. Anyway, I'm bringing Adrienne, so it can't suck too bad. I just need to learn how to control and only eat salads and stuff like that. I'm feeling so gross. Last summer at this time I weighed 104 lbs, and now I probably weigh atleast 10 lbs. more than that. *sigh*
I need to get my shit together!
current mood: fat
current music: OAR [It was a crazy game of poker]
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12:41 pm - how bout a revolution?
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well, I figure that this journal is more honest than my other one so I should probably devote more time (if any) to this, rather than the other one.
I'm going to an "office picnic" for my dads office this afternoon. I tried to argue my way out of it, but I figure I'll just go and use it against him later when I really want something. That's terriable. Anyway, I'm bringing Adrienne, so it can't suck too bad. I just need to learn how to control and only eat salads and stuff like that. I'm feeling so gross. Last summer at this time I weighed 104 lbs, and now I probably weigh atleast 10 lbs. more than that. *sigh*
I need to get my shit together!
current mood: fat
current music: OAR [It was a crazy game of poker]
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| Thursday, July 25th, 2002
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10:46 pm - so much to say
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name: Molly
age: 15
height: 5'3
weight: 113
highest weight: 120
when were you at your highest weight (date): hell if I know, during the school year though
lowest weight: 104 lbs
when were you at your lowest weight: last summer *sigh*
goal weight: 95
when is your goal date(s): September 1st
how many lbs do you want to lose: 18 lbs.
what is your best weight loss accomplishment: well when I was 104 lbs. I lost my period, THAT was an accomplishment
how long did this take you to accomplish: ?!
how did you accomplish this: cut fat out of my diet all together, RESTRICT
*the ED*
type of eating disorder you have: anorexia/bulimia (although neither is real...sometimes I don't eat, sometimes i throw up, neither is true)
how long have you had an ED: 1 1/2 years
have you had treatment for your ED: nope
does anyone else know about your ED: my friends accuse me of being anorexic, but they're only joking and when I ask them if I LOOK anorexic, they say, "it looks like you're TRYING to be anorexic" that hurts.
*thinsperation*
are you inspired by any models/actresses/singers:
if so who: christina aguilea, rebecca romaijn stamos, james king
what else inspires you to lose weight: if I lose weight, it'll be the answer to everything
*working out*
do you currently exercise: not enough
what type of exercise do you do: walking, cross trainerm biking
how often do you exercise per week: not saying, its embarresing...ok, fine...probably once *tear* more when soccer season starts up again, then three times a week for 90 min.
how long do you usually exercise: 20-45 min.
have you ever been fanatical about exercising: no
if so when: never
*food*
what is your average daily calories: 600-1300
do you ever restrict to 1 type of food(s): yes
if so what: well, I'm a veggie so never meat, but fruits/veggies
have you ever fasted: no :(
if so how long was your longest fast: --
how much weight did you lose while fasting: I'm a fat ass, we can stop with this fasting shit!
how many glasses of water do you drink daily: 6
do you binge: sort of, for me it's a binge, techincally not over 1000 cals tho
if so how often: few X a mos.
have you ever purged: yep yep
what are your favorite "binge foods" (if any): ice cream (easy to throw up), pizza, chocolate, everything you should't eat *etc*
magazines you read often: jane, allure, rolling stone
books read often: yeah, summer reading for english now tho
what is your best 'dieting secret': restricting and fruits/veggies!
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| Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
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9:44 am - hah!
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| Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
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8:51 am - WOW
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well, those posts were actually for a community, but uuh...thanks for the comments. They really cheer me up, you guys sure know how to make someone feel better.
For those of you who don't know me (aka everyone)
you can call me Carly,
I'm 15....
5'3"
116 lbs. (Goal: 101 lbs.)
I play soccer and swim
I'm the most competitive person I know.
current music: Get Up Kids--No Love
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| Friday, July 20th, 2001
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9:59 am - asprin
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I just took two asprin because someone told me it burned fat.
is that true?
current mood:  amused
current music: alicia keys--fallin'
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| Friday, June 22nd, 2001
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7:12 pm
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hey, I was just wondering how old you guys are? It doesn't matter that much to me, but I just wanted to know if I was the youngest...I'm 14...
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| Tuesday, May 15th, 2001
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10:58 pm - fat. What else?
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I feel like a whale.
I don't feel so bad about my stomach, but I have HUGE love-handels and they make me look 10X fatter than I really am.
So when I try on shirts, they hit at my love handels and make everyhing look shitty, than I feel shitty and I don't eat, and then i get hungry at night and eat way too much. I swear to god I'm gonna burn all my food.
How can I loose my love handels in a relativly painless way?
I hate this.
Why can't I be strong and not eat like you?
current mood:  angry
current music: Aerosmith--Cryin'
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| Saturday, April 28th, 2001
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8:38 am - wow, I'm up early.
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I don't usually get up this early, but lately I've been trying to live on 6 hrs. of sleep a night. I hate sleeping.
I went out to a party with my friends last night, and I got a lil tipsy, but that was about all. I met a couple guys from my school that I didn't even know existed. They're really cool, and I gave them my phone #, but it's not like I'd ever have any time to date anyone. Other than that, my friend, Ashley, had to have her stomach pumped last night because she drank too much.
why is everyone so fucking screwed up?
I feel sorry for her, her parents are really overprotective, she'll probably never be aloud to see daylight again. Like in the Virgin Suicides.
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| Friday, April 27th, 2001
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4:41 pm - my FIRST entry
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wow, I've been a member for a loooong time, but just now I've started to post in this journal. Exciting.
I've been so busy these last couple months, I recently decided to take all honours classes, which is crazy talk because I'm a really stupid person, I just know how to get by in school. I've had 3 hours of homework every night, plus varsity field hockey practice every day for two hours. That means by the time I'm done with all my obligations, it's already 9. Plus showering, dinner, etc. It's crazy.
I don't know how I mantain my socail life.
wait.
what socail life?
current mood: amused
current music: Staind--It's Been a While
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